TRANsition

12/20/09
2:27 PM

Well, I skipped a day or two, so I still have a pill and a half[like that would honestly make me feel any better]. Jebsus Chribst what the hell am i going to do?? Ok Laet...deep breaths...you'll figure things out. Step 1) stop talking to yourself in journal form!! It could be a lot worse...at least I'm not super manly. I'm lucky enough to be naturally fem in appearance so I should just at least be thankful for that.

4:44 PM

It's official, I have... [whisper]^{a beard}

Ok, not really...but I do need to shave pretty badly...DAMN!!...I don't think I have any razors...

4:47PM

phew...I found a pack of razors. Now all I have to do is muster up the energy to get up and actually shave instead of sitting here scribbling in a friggin journal[all posts are written then typed later] You'd think, what with the impending doom I'm facing when my meds run out; I would be more motivated to beautify my life[can't you just hear the cheesy harp sounds that accompany that statement??] I don't know, sometimes I just don't care...